I’m so excited for summer what a beautiful day in SD ! I just hope June turns out the way I want it to. June will have a lot of ups & downs … I can feel it. A day after school ends I’m leaving for the Philippines for my cousins wedding and probably staying there for two weeks. Im somewhat iffy about this because I’m going to miss a lot of parties and debuts and possibly my first time performing for hula. I’m praying that I can be back before or a miracle happens. But I thought about it and I should really be going to the Philippines because I haven’t seen my grandma for at least 8 years I miss her so much. I miss the PAMPOLINA family. Im excited to do a duet with my two amazing twin cousins, im excited to reunite with my Australian cousin who will also be visiting and talk about random things. Im excited for a lot of things I just hope things don’t collide too much I can’t manage missing out on a lot of things here. But overall my feelings for this trip is excitement ! I really hope I don’t get dark ahaha.
Anywho instead of making two posts I’ll just talk about my irrelevant stuff on here as well. People always ask me how come you don’t wear makeup how come you don’t know how? Well first of to make things clear my mom doesn’t really approve of me wearing makeup and I’m fine with that. The real real reason why I don’t wear it is because in my opinion I believe that girls are just beautiful naturally. Yah I get that it’s fun to mess with from time to time but I don’t find any interest in it. Im weird I’d rather let people see my acne scars than cake my face up. I’d rather let people see how imperfect I am. That’s just me and I hope people learn to accept that. Don’t get me wrong I’ve worn makeup for special occasions but I honestly don’t like it. It irritates me how I can scratch my eye because I have eyeliner or whatever. But it just really depends on how you look some girls are so beautiful without it and some girls just can’t live without it. Im the typa girl who just doesn’t care.
